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so its valentines day, and after promising me we'd have a good day together, my boyfriend proceeds to argue with me about absolutely nothing and send me a huge paragraph on why he's mad at me and a million stupid reasons why he's angry at me. i'm just so sad and i don't know what to do or what tosay anymore. theres little keeping me happy and even little keeping me alive.idont even know what to say in this vent post becaues i'm just so out of it and so miserable
this is gonna be really pathetic and i hope my friends dont see it. btu i really fel like my friends dont like me sometimes and are just keeping me around so i dont get sad. i dontknow. i think im the most annoying person ever and whenever i try to make plans i get so sad that they have other things to do i always try to make plans and nothing comes out of it.iknow its not their fault they're busy and i feel bad whining about this.ifeel like they have friends that are better friends than they are.i remember them boasting about the party they were having and when i nudged them they said i was specifically not invited for not being close enough or whatever idont know. i feel like the guy who's jsut there and weird and loud and unimportant and annoying. i.jshdkfjsdf.
i dontknow
idont knw if people even like me anymore or if theyre jsut pretednng. i want to be out of this school forever
i dontknow
idont knw if people even like me anymore or if theyre jsut pretednng. i want to be out of this school forever
