Who Could Make Sense Of You And I?

Word of advice. No matter how bad you want to, dont find out how your parents really feel about you.

They're all fucking liars. I feel like an imposter in my own home. I don't know if I can even call it a home anymore.

I think part of the reason I don't get the help I need is because I can't express my emotions. I genuinely cannot express when I experience pain. I hide the fact that I'm in pain. I can't really deal with it but I still hide it because I physically can't express it. I'm also not used to people actally caring and taking me seriously. Usually it's just my parents telling me "oh well, we all have pain, now get up you're being dramatic". I'm not fucking being dramatic. I phsically cannot express my pain because I cannot speak.
In other news, I realised you can download ao3 works as .epub files. I've imported these onto my ereader, so now I have a copy of unholyverse offline with me! Speaking of unholyverse...you should all read it...I'd also recommend The Anatomy of a Fall - that is, of if you're into mcr fanfiction. Tbh you can read either with no mcr knowledge. The characters seem more mcr shaped than the actual people.

- roman (i recently realised freaking mikeyway named his kid rowan which is the superior version of my name because w is objectively a better and much cooler letter than m)